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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
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3:15a
Another late night.
A realization that my destiny is that of a NEET, for when one goes from "okay" to "borderline suicidal" in a twenty-five minute stretch when trying to fall asleep (and this while using sleeping medication) there truly is no hope.
Optimism cannot be sustained when the situation is objectively hopeless, after all.
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9:29p
In retrospect, 3 am despair does not make for good lj entries. I'm not this bad most of the day. (It looks worse than it is because my default response to despair has become "emo in lj", while my day-to-day life of EU3 and anime doesn't always inspire updates.) Maybe if I was, I wouldn't be so afraid to go back and try therapy again - or maybe I'd be too hopeless to even try. x.x
Apart from that... First Gundam. Saw it again, first time in seven years. Looks even more dated, but the story's so good you kinda forget in the middle of it. Very fitting music, too. And the beginnings of an excellent storyline.
(I was watching with a friend, not on comp, so I can't make a detailed list of fun observations.)
EDIT: ZOMG. SUNRISE'S LOGO. IT'S HARO. next thing you know I'll be pointing out the S in the playstation logo. [/baka]
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