Flying pokemon master ([info]birdboy2000) wrote,
@ 2008-10-02 03:15:00
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Another late night.

A realization that my destiny is that of a NEET, for when one goes from "okay" to "borderline suicidal" in a twenty-five minute stretch when trying to fall asleep (and this while using sleeping medication) there truly is no hope.

Optimism cannot be sustained when the situation is objectively hopeless, after all.

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[info]blackjackrocket
2008-10-02 08:24 am UTC (link)
It honestly sounds like you're not trying, like you'd rather sit around and say the same things over and over again.

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[info]birdboy2000
2008-10-02 03:09 pm UTC (link)
It does sound that way, but really I just have no idea where to turn. AE doesn't help, none of my distractions work, therapy failed me and I can't even comprehend it working though I'm so desperate I'm gonna give it another try... x.x

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[info]blackjackrocket
2008-10-02 08:18 pm UTC (link)
So, like, show us that you're trying. Because honestly I've never gotten the indication that you put forth an effort.

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[info]ajora
2008-10-03 01:14 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I'm going to have to agree with this. While I'm very forgiving of entire spectrums of wangst*, all this wallowing and burying of self into escapist pursuits isn't healthy.

* Up to a point. If a somewhat neurotypical, able-bodied person whines more than all the disabled people I know including me, all sympathy is off.

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[info]lyarrah
2008-10-04 07:29 am UTC (link)
Do I need to give you my phone number, or are you going to start initiating IM when you get like this?

:/ Because if you're really suicidal like this, you either A) need a Watcher or B) need to be in a hospital for a couple weeks while you get this under control.

You and I should sit down and do a little re-evaluation of your life as a whole :P

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