Some digimon fanboy (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} birdboy2000) wrote,@ 2008-03-25 01:09:00 |
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I screamed too much at AB to yell Zetsuboushita now.
AB's over, and I spent a good chunk of it in despair. (Con report later!)
Nothing awesome's running. Kaiji's current arc pales in comparison to previous ones, and I get a sense I know how it ends. (Gundam 00 and Code Geass had great moments, and I'd watch if they weren't licensed, but there are plenty of better licensed shows.)
The US anime industry is declining.
Our fandom is focused too much on the present.
AB has declined/grown stale. Is still good - great - containing the most happiness I've had this year - just... not as good as last year. And not looking to get better.
I don't have the energy to look for brilliant fanfiction, and people are seldom writing new things for the series I love. This is probably the route I should go, but I haven't yet and it isn't necessarily a hopeful one. (I also need to memorize every digimon song and a few non-digimon ones, try harder to make that uber-sad Hideki/Chii piece work, write something else, stop going to 4chan, refresh my e-mail once an hour at most, and do my frickin' schoolwork. x.x)
/a/ has rubbed off on me. It has made me a smarter fanboy, provided me discussion and shown me great things, but also a terrible cynic. Maybe it's why I say "nothing awesome's running." instead of getting hooked on Bleach or something. OTOH, a new Bleach episode a week won't give me hope.
Baseball season is starting. Meh. I watched every game, we're world champions, there's nothing like a day at the park, it gives me a connection to normal society... and I don't care enough to be happy.
Spring is here. But spring only matters for baseball, pleasant temperatures, love, and of course poisoning pigeons in the park. But I'm souring on love, and while I don't know if it's going to school on the water or if it's just too early, but I'm not getting pleasant temperatures. ;_;
I'm getting five hours of sleep tonight and still not finishing my homework.
I'm coming off a convention and absolute free time, both of which I spent in sadness. I've yet to watch/play my con haul, but really, it won't help - Daiguard is nice and funny and has moments and is not going to bring hope to the hopeless for a minute, let alone the vast future. I'm still not capable of watching Fushigi Yuugi, but it's so amazing I bought some anyway. H-games are inherently hopeless.
Give me something to hope for, plz? x.x
AB's over, and I spent a good chunk of it in despair. (Con report later!)
Nothing awesome's running. Kaiji's current arc pales in comparison to previous ones, and I get a sense I know how it ends. (Gundam 00 and Code Geass had great moments, and I'd watch if they weren't licensed, but there are plenty of better licensed shows.)
The US anime industry is declining.
Our fandom is focused too much on the present.
AB has declined/grown stale. Is still good - great - containing the most happiness I've had this year - just... not as good as last year. And not looking to get better.
I don't have the energy to look for brilliant fanfiction, and people are seldom writing new things for the series I love. This is probably the route I should go, but I haven't yet and it isn't necessarily a hopeful one. (I also need to memorize every digimon song and a few non-digimon ones, try harder to make that uber-sad Hideki/Chii piece work, write something else, stop going to 4chan, refresh my e-mail once an hour at most, and do my frickin' schoolwork. x.x)
/a/ has rubbed off on me. It has made me a smarter fanboy, provided me discussion and shown me great things, but also a terrible cynic. Maybe it's why I say "nothing awesome's running." instead of getting hooked on Bleach or something. OTOH, a new Bleach episode a week won't give me hope.
Baseball season is starting. Meh. I watched every game, we're world champions, there's nothing like a day at the park, it gives me a connection to normal society... and I don't care enough to be happy.
Spring is here. But spring only matters for baseball, pleasant temperatures, love, and of course poisoning pigeons in the park. But I'm souring on love, and while I don't know if it's going to school on the water or if it's just too early, but I'm not getting pleasant temperatures. ;_;
I'm getting five hours of sleep tonight and still not finishing my homework.
I'm coming off a convention and absolute free time, both of which I spent in sadness. I've yet to watch/play my con haul, but really, it won't help - Daiguard is nice and funny and has moments and is not going to bring hope to the hopeless for a minute, let alone the vast future. I'm still not capable of watching Fushigi Yuugi, but it's so amazing I bought some anyway. H-games are inherently hopeless.
Give me something to hope for, plz? x.x
